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Posted on July 26, 2008 @ 9:45 am
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Something tells me that i'm going to miss Hannah as my roommate. I do have to admit that Tracey has changed a LITTLE bit since we've been in school together, although I wonder if enough of her has changed for us to effectively live together. I don't like the idea of having our bloody doors locked at night, but I guess I don't have a choice in the matter..as if any of us ever did.
we'll see how things go...it will probably become interesting very quickly.
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Posted on April 25, 2008 @ 7:53 am
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I guess I wasn't aware I was THAT agreeable...but a lot of it does make sense.
My Personality
| | Neuroticism | | Extraversion | | Openness to Experience | | Agreeableness | | Conscientiousness | |
| You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge, however you are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. People generally perceive you as distant and reserved, and you do not usually reach out to others. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You have a strong sense of duty and obligation, and feel a moral obligation to do the right thing.
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Posted on April 24, 2008 @ 7:59 am
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I feel like i'm on a rollercoaster at this place. There are times when I feel like this place is the bane of my existance, and then there are times when I feel like there is no place on this earth that I would rather be. And it's funny how just people can make that difference. I don't want to say too much more then that, simply because I know everyone can read this...and sometimes it's better to keep your secrets inside you then let the world know.
Malfoy has said lately that he thinks i'm not sure that Voldemort is dead...well he is...I know he is...and despite what Malfoy thinks (when he actually does think)...he's wrong. He just wants to stir things up, and i'm not going to give into that. On another note, I have a new roommate now..and i'm actually glad it's Hannah as opposed to Pansy. Pansy just had so much wrong with her..and it made me feel very bad for her. Hopefully Hannah will be better..and if nothing else atleast she was in the DA. Which brings me to another point..it seems as though there are more and more DA members coming here...and thats something else that makes me happy...
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I have this suspicion that Malfoy and Tracey are up to something, but I don't know what it is...not to mention Leersat always seems to know whats going on around here. It might be time to start re-organizing some things...and taking some things into my own hands...
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Posted on April 16, 2008 @ 1:31 pm
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So here I am...writing yet another journal entry. Things have certainly changed since my last one. I think things are going pretty well, I still hate this place..and I dislike just about everyone here...with the exception of a few. It's getting hard to deal with things, and especially when you are used to dealing with situations in a certain way...and then arriving some place where you deal with similiar situations but the way you dealt with them before no longer applies. It becomes very discouraging...especially when the people you had before with you...aren't there anymore.
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Mandy and I slept together...and we had sex. I'm not sure exactly how to feel about it, I hope things don't get weird around her. We didn't even think to use protection but she went to the healer here, and I guess everything is fine. I figure the only way things will get weird is if I make them weird, so maybe i'll let her decide what happens from here.
and i'm still not quite sure how I want to proceed with the information I stole from Aoife about Leersat's schedule...but I have to think of something.
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Posted on April 06, 2008 @ 10:59 pm
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So apparently i'm supposed to come up with questions to ask Malfoy. Another one of Dr. Leersat's amazing ideas. I have no idea where to begin with this, and not only that but I should have made an appointment to talk with Dr. Harper already and I haven't...at this rate i'm sure i'll NEVER get out of here. the only question I've been able to come up with for malfoy is "Why were you such a little bitch that you let your parents, voldemort, snape, and just about everyone else bitch slap you around and talked you into doing things that you clearly had no interest in doing and didn't have the skill the pull off anyway even if you did"
okay..that was harsh..but this is malfoy we're talking about. It's not like we've had the best relationship over the past however many years...I can't even think right now. Maybe i'm just tired, I haven't been sleeping well lately and it's kind of taking it's toll on me.
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Posted on April 03, 2008 @ 8:21 am
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My god what am I doing here? This place is horrible. I know that other people can read these entries and I hate that, it makes me want to edit what I say somehow, but at the same time it makes me want to be 100% honest with people. The truth is, that I miss everything. I miss how things used to be and I miss the people that used to be in life that...aren't now. My scar has been itching me a lot lately too...not hurting or anything (thank god), just...itching...and I don't know what that means. Malfoy thinks it has something to do with his 'dark mark'...and that scares me too. I guess I shouldn't hide the fact that I HATE EVERYTHING HERE...except one thing...and that might be the only thing that saves me.
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